BRACERS Record Detail for 52609
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On Amiel. "Whatever you do, I will not find fault, even in my private thoughts." On unrequited love: "wasteful and miserable".
"We had an appalling time of cold weather plus fuel shortage; it was one of the coldest winters I have ever known in England."
BR TO KATHARINE TAIT, 24 APR. 1947
BRACERS 52609. ALS. McMaster
Proofread by K. Blackwell
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TRINITY COLLEGE,
CAMBRIDGE.
24 April 1947
My dear Kate
Today I had a visit from a man who said his name was Rollins, and who brought me a tin of Blue Boar from you — very many thanks. I am the more grateful as tobacco here is worth its weight in gold. He spoke pleasantly of you, and evidently liked you.
I have been very remiss in not writing sooner to answer your very nice letter of Feb. 18.
What you say about Amiel is very interesting, but it is hard for me to give advice, having not seen him for so long. I thought him selfish and inconsiderate, and for this reason hoped you would not marry him, but I dare say I was wrong. The fact that he can calm your psychological fears is a very important point in his favour. Whatever you do, I will not find fault, even in my private thoughts. I think you are right to try to put Alan out of your thoughts — unrequited love is wasteful and miserable.
I shall be very glad if you can come to England — it would be a joy to see you, dear Kate.
We had an appalling time of cold weather plus fuel shortage; it was one of the coldest winters I have ever known in England. It is nice of you to want to send things, but I don’t think we are short of anything — certainly not of food. But do write to Peter repeating your offer — she may know of some want of Conrad’s. He is now 10, about to begin his third term at Dartington, and very fit.
I know nothing of John since a telegram announcing the birth of a daughter. I should be grateful for news.
All goes well with us. Peter is unusually well and placid.
Much love, dear Kate.
Your
Diddy
