Rinder decided to include in her letter to BR this extract:

"C.A. sent me a very strictly private letter yesterday (no! they are not married or even engaged as far as I know!) I really daren’t send it you, but the last half was “I will write B.R. again shortly. I am missing him terribly. I wish we could go off to Italy together when he comes out. I want to hear him talk [illegibles] and (can’t spell) of the things he cares most about. I want to be blasphemous about the things that I feel matter most in the world. You can’t do that with the ordinary “sentimental person”. It was not a message for you but I thought you’d like it."